Where were you?

When I'm pain ... where are you?
When I'm crying ... Where were you?
When I'm sad ... Where were you?
When I'm bullied ... Where were you?
When I'm lost ... Where were you?
When It starts to rain ... Where were you?

Even
When there is rainbow after the rain.. Where were you?
When kids give a funny act... Where were you?

I'm at the state in which I need to tell myself that you were never there ... even crying is childish... Even saying i miss you is childish... Need to see a doctor for that...

Time is given to each other to think it through... Put mself in your shoes? Why not put yourself in mine 1st? I'll give my all to you.. but all i receive is ...

I'll walk a thousand miles to get to you... For you i will... The things i do i hope you'll do it back to me.. My mind was filled with you.. every moment of my day i think of how to have a great day with you... How to start a conversation... how to update you even you never asked about my howabout.. how to make myself look happy... how to walk this relationship with you.. how to plan my time so i get to see you.. how to take some time out to go to you... how i travelled the thousand miles to get to you... but love is all i have to give... you threw it like a piece of paper.... I need to think it again.... Mind has taken over me again.... I need to look ... I need someone to grow old with me...