I wish it's just a bad day...

it has been a long day... or let's say a long night.. something has been bothering me .. and it's not my exams... sometimes out of goodwill you do something nice... outsiders don't appreciate it.. but would the recipient appreciate it.. who knows when someone hates you .. you have the strangest feeling... weird spells cast upon you... words of thorns cut you... looks that nearly killed you... the cold shoulders.. the insensitiveness... the distractions... the strangest places... the strangest people... who mind too much of their business... i just hope things would be better.. it's a barrier.. priorities are not given to me.. Love that is stronger... that is bullying... that is endurance... that is thicked skinned...

The rowing accident

I guess alot of you know about the rowing accident that happened in Cambodia... just recently a few of our boys from the Singapore team was sent there for this festival.. and their boat overturned leaving 5 boys died... I read the stats of these boys.. most of them are highly educated, some scholars, a model and one of them is a teacher... All of them good looking and smart too.. I got the news yesterday as i saw it on the front page of the newspapers... I wondering what school or team was it.. cos a few of my relatives and a friends of mine are rowers too.. but there was no info from what I've read.. but i sure it's not the girls team.. so my friends are saved... and from the pictures non of them are my relatives... Yesterday was like mum and dad at home day... so as the news came up .. my mum said : 'eh you know V was there too...' I paused for a while... and i look back at the photos of the missing rowers... thank God it wasn't my cousin... He is the oldest son lar.. i think my aunt would have panic like crazy ah... His dad is also a national rower... but only my cousin went...and thank God he returned... A few young and promising boys represented the nation.. went to Cambodia and do us proud... i think only half of them returned... I understand how painful is it for the families of the 5 boys... I understand why the families broke down... They are still so young... they still have so many things for them to achieve... They are barely there yet... why my son... I shouldn't have let him go... i should have love him more.... I really think that life is unpredictable... You might see your friend strong and healthy standing in front of you today.. a few years later.. he might not be there anymore... I must say.. although life still go on... it would definitely be painful... Seriously, I'm thankful that my cousin is safe... I grew up with him lar... he eats alot and is damm funny lar... I don't want to see someone leave the family again... Especially not the younger ones... ( hopefully there's no such thing as what they said in final destination ) I know alot of you have friends or you encounter these kind of situation when if you leave house a few minutes later you might face with that accident... Sarah was in London during the London bombing.. thank God she left house early for school and missed that accident...
On the other side of the note... did you guys see the letter that our PM wrote to send his condolence... I think that's quite thoughtful... and i think this has been purely an accident... just like any sports there is bound to be accident.. like scuba diving or even break dancing... accidents do happen... This festival is a very important festival for the Cambodians.... and from what I've read for this festival every year there would bound to have capsized boats.. I'm not sure if there are missing bodies last year.. but this year there is... so maybe they should start thinking of life jackets?
updates: my cousin is safe and back inSingapore.. he say he's damm scare.. and he was roomie with one of the guys.. i think this might wake up and think that his life is o so precious....

Hmmm...

Christmas came way too early for someone.... Way too early... two is always better than one...

Not mine...

*dazy

should have start earlier.. feel like primary school again... do so many times still don't know... books are lullabys ... I'm so dead... I feel so blue....

* burn em pls

The Dumb blonde and trendy wendy...

Skool is boring... reeding sux... mind my spelling... I have been surfing for a while and encounter something really cute so i decided to share it with you guys.. Some of you might have known trendy wendy and dumb blonde.. I think they are the same peeps... I wan't wait for exams i need a hair cut and i want to dye my hair~!!!

Trendy wendy

She just made my day.... time to be FCP~


Some of these stuff you really want to say it out but you can't... so bitchy but yet so cute.. nana would like the princess one...


Hahahahhaah~ this is for nic~



Why don't they have a module - shopping ah... the guys would do so badly at them.. at least we can finally do something better than them in school...

Dumb Blonde

This is so me... haha~ My friends in school think that i'm a bimbo... She is so funny... i didn't know blondes are so fun~




I think alot of girls would so agree with these lar...

For thous peeps who loves maths.. this is a great wallpaper...

And when everyone is wearing the little miss sunshine or what so ever shirt.. i like these more...





I think I'm a miss pms... hee~ The boobjob is funny lar... this is so fun.. so cute...

Alrites hope you guys like it... these made my day.. hope it made yours too... have fun studying...

*5 more days till exams...

I'm going to study today... i pray for a super smart brain... just gimme half of the smart alec brains pls~~ Why some peeps can still have fun and still do well for their exams ah... seriously thous business peeps are seriously damm smart or wad lor.. look at them.. no need to study.. party and more parties... school should be like that.. it should be fun~ I'm stuck at home.. nic is stress... he's studying.. or checking soccer results or playing gunbound or what so ever~ I'm bored... i wan't wait for holidaes to be here... i can't wait for genting... i can't wait for a huge piece of delicious chocolate cake... aww man.. staying at home makes me fat~! think of junk all day~ Happy studying bitches~

*psst~ drills and metal

A visit to the dentist had never been fun... From the thought of it give me a sharp pain in my teeth... Since primary school i pray everyday that the nurse would never call my name... I hate it when she call my name.. I brush my teeth everyday.. but flossing is just a perk... Dropping a tooth feels much better than visiting the dentist... and when she introduced drills, picks, mirrors and all sort of metal object into my mouth... I felt like I'm having a surgery... I had to visit the dentist today cos i can literally feel the hole that's in my tooth... I brushed my teeth twice and i followed each and every step the dentist taught me since i was young... I can't remember when was the last time i visit the dentist... The thought of putting cold metal instruments into my mouth wasn't a pleasant idea.. i thought we were not suppose to put foreign objects into our mouth? When i finally walk into the clinic.. I tried to think of happy stuff... but the posters keep reminding me how it feels to be on the cold and 'plastic' covered chair... I questioned if it has been sterilised... are the instruments safe were to use? And why is the aircon super cold and blown directly at me? I felt so helpless on the 'chair' when a tube sucking out the remains in my mouth... the dentist used drills or sprays and whatever... digging, spraying and polishing.. I can taste metal in my mouth.. i can taste blood... rinse it a few times and and i still taste the blood and the metal.. they taste funny together....they just don't mix... just imagine having a metal spoon in your mouth... and dragging it on your teeth... this time it's different the dentist did not teach me how to brush me teeth like the nurse in primary school.. She did not have a card which record which tooth should be taken out... I always had sensitive teeth... Not that i eat ice cream in a weird way... and not that I'm particular when metal spoons and metal fork hit each other on the fine chinas.... A visit to the dentist cost a bomb too...i have cavities..and I need silver fillings... although they are ugly but they last longer... I hope I don't get struck by lighting... was instructed to have soft diet for the night but... * psst i had wanton mee... the dentist doesn't know and i was hungry... Had chips and biscuits when I'm home.. watched TV and felt like a patient in the hospital... O no.. there's exams next week... O well....Not even half way there yet.... I can only be a patient for a while... and i feel like i'm teething... and hope I don't have to vist the dentist in the next 50 years...

Seriously this CSP thingy is annoying me~

Dear PAW, ( IF YOU EVER READ YOUR EMAIL )
I have volunteered for one of your event, Animal Day some time back. OCS has inform me that PAW has yet send their appraisal form to OCS. This means the hours that we have volunteered have not been recognized. Please take a look into it and if PAW have not send the appraisal form to OCS please do it ASAP. Thanks! Hope to hear from you soon!

( MY SCHOOL CCAS ARE MOSTLY DEAD, ONLY FANCY MAYBE ONCE A YEAR THEY NEVER CHECK THEIR EMAILS, THEY SET UP TO GET MONEY IN SCHOOL AND BOOST THEIR RESUME, EMPLOYERS SHOULD ASK HOW MANY TIMES THEY EVEN CHECK THEIR CCA EMAIL~)

Dear starringsmu peeps,

please find my form so that OCS can recognize my hours.. If not I will go crazy.....

Dear OCS,

please be more flexible when recognising my csp hours.. i have already done for another organisation and the hours are nor recognised. I feel very sore and unfair for it. I have done so many free hours and this sucks. The reason why i cannot graduate is due to my CSP hour.. not that i have nv done them but it's all admin stuff that refrain me from doing so...

Thanks red tape, and have a great week

michelle

I seriously hate malay... but i like the CRAZY ppeps in them...

menopause is not a bad thing after all~

mum's has been shopping the day dad left singapore... she bought loads of stuff that surprise me....

mum hate it when i spend my money on magazine... BUT she SUBSCRIBE in this catalogue... ( * note not buy subscribe ) and she bought me pajamas .. she's so kool... can wear for cheena new year le~!! yay!!! I don't even remember when is the last time i bought my cleo and 17 don't even talk about female lor~




Being the kapo ger at home.. I saw this at the side of mummy's bed.... arggg... i wan my wrislet even more~!!!







She bought 2~ so disgusting ah... but nvm can share... lol


she also bought this.. so cute...










Daddy really cannot shop...


Okay i take my words back.. hee~ another bottle to add on the collection....