ready

call me when you are ready.. right now.. you are not.. you are pretty much about yourself...

* only you were here ...

This is definitely a tear jerker... esp when you are emo or really need someone to be there for you... I don't know why am i so emo... but I feel so sick.. I just feel so lost and betrayed.. Just ignore the whining and love the song..
I've figured out.. how the truth can really break someones heart... when it finally happens to you... all you wan is someone to grow old with you,, you are always disappointed to see what you get... I've decided that i need to start a fresh and be alone a step at a time... cos i know it's time to go... I'm a hindrance... because when people around are single.. they would have nothing better to do .. and this begin the journey that i tried so hard to stop from the beginning... it has happened before... I've tried to ask you to stay.. but this is not what you want.. I could never make your heart be here with me... neither would i get what i want ..

hey bitches~

After some consideration... This would be the last of misshampoo blog... too much publicity... too much critics... too much hate.. too much love.. too much emo... too much of everything.. I don't even know why is there so much attention to this little blog of mine... Apparently, there's a ghost that hunt me lar... @ least i have nothing to hide/protect about lar... So.... This would be the last blog with the (......) you'll see ~.... Have a merry merry christmas and a happy new year bitches... you know i love you bitches.. but i have to move on lar.. have fun bitching about moi~ I love the attention..

*grouchy day - 3runs and a sore throat... boo~! and you!bitch! boo~! should be gald i'm back! and irritating me .. boo~! Get a life!

till death do us part.... but if are dying first.. then i take it back...

"till death do us part" A common phrase you hear when someone says their wedding vows... I think in the past, vows are sacred.. now.. it's just something that I'll say.. doesn't hurt me if i change my mind... There's so many things that went through my mind today... (yar. not usual for a bimbo) I don't know what should I put in my wedding vows in the future.. but i think this phrase.. is complete bull~ Look at how many broken marriages are there around you... How many of them really are together till they died... I always believe in this phrase becos when you really love someone deep enough ... you will be willingly to be together till the end of the world.. It's always on the TV... the old auntie and old uncle.. holding hands walking in the the park.. the grand mother feeding grand father.. worse.. the old woman cleaning his husband ass when he becomes immobile... worse clean her husband's mother's ass... why are these not on the telo? I think phrases sometimes inspire you.. or can somethings really change your mind about something... I think the old woman would never tell her husband.. you can't walk... go away! or maybe he has no hair.. she would not say.. go away! you ugly bald man... worse if he has cancer .. or even just maybe a wart or his legs are swelled up or just a simple flu... I doubt she would say... Go away~! you have disease~!! I don't know about you peeps.. but sometimes you would wish you are not the one who need to deal with hospitals, clinics or even skin problems... Imagine you are perfectly fine but you have to go to the hospital.. or go see the doctor... worse! sometimes you have to be a clown even though you can also feel the pain on the patient or even the cold walls in the consultation room... just not even say the time wasted to do these.... I don't know the reason for me to do all the visiting and go hey I'm farking stupid bimbo.. but i do wish for it to happen to me when I'm down, sick or even paralyse... but i was wrong.. i was very wrong... i just don't know why my heart shatters so easily.. I'm quite disappointed... a sudden breeze of insecurity... Who is going to take care or me when i have a flu? who is going to back me up even i made the most silliest mistake in the world? and still go good job... you are so silly... who is going to back me up when a group of friends mocked me? or even worse burn my finger? or who is just there to say.. hey stop it leh... i must say most of the time i swallow huge insults... and i really hope till now i will forget it.. i really wished i had some memory probs... but o' well.. who would be there to say 'hey don't be upset.. you can't have seafood... I'll do the same...' and who would say 'hey what's that? let go see the doctor togets immediately or tomorow' ... or the typical one.. no matter happens to you I'll be here... I'll be here waiting for you... or you die.. i die... I'll be here till you return... I wish I'm the one having the cancer... ALL THESE ARE BULL~! behind those phrases are.. If you are sick you farking hell, fark off.. and stay away from me don't affect me.. i don't want to die yet.. you want to die.. you can go first... and where did till death do us part go? wheres the I'll go vegetarian for you... where did all these go? I've learnt alot of things from this phrase.. especially hop i becomes strong and more selfish to just think about myself... till the next pimple do us part..

finally~

only one week of holidae for fun... can't wait for christmas... meeting the pussycat dolls... update soon... catch up on antm and ugly betz... loves~

I wish it's just a bad day...

it has been a long day... or let's say a long night.. something has been bothering me .. and it's not my exams... sometimes out of goodwill you do something nice... outsiders don't appreciate it.. but would the recipient appreciate it.. who knows when someone hates you .. you have the strangest feeling... weird spells cast upon you... words of thorns cut you... looks that nearly killed you... the cold shoulders.. the insensitiveness... the distractions... the strangest places... the strangest people... who mind too much of their business... i just hope things would be better.. it's a barrier.. priorities are not given to me.. Love that is stronger... that is bullying... that is endurance... that is thicked skinned...

The rowing accident

I guess alot of you know about the rowing accident that happened in Cambodia... just recently a few of our boys from the Singapore team was sent there for this festival.. and their boat overturned leaving 5 boys died... I read the stats of these boys.. most of them are highly educated, some scholars, a model and one of them is a teacher... All of them good looking and smart too.. I got the news yesterday as i saw it on the front page of the newspapers... I wondering what school or team was it.. cos a few of my relatives and a friends of mine are rowers too.. but there was no info from what I've read.. but i sure it's not the girls team.. so my friends are saved... and from the pictures non of them are my relatives... Yesterday was like mum and dad at home day... so as the news came up .. my mum said : 'eh you know V was there too...' I paused for a while... and i look back at the photos of the missing rowers... thank God it wasn't my cousin... He is the oldest son lar.. i think my aunt would have panic like crazy ah... His dad is also a national rower... but only my cousin went...and thank God he returned... A few young and promising boys represented the nation.. went to Cambodia and do us proud... i think only half of them returned... I understand how painful is it for the families of the 5 boys... I understand why the families broke down... They are still so young... they still have so many things for them to achieve... They are barely there yet... why my son... I shouldn't have let him go... i should have love him more.... I really think that life is unpredictable... You might see your friend strong and healthy standing in front of you today.. a few years later.. he might not be there anymore... I must say.. although life still go on... it would definitely be painful... Seriously, I'm thankful that my cousin is safe... I grew up with him lar... he eats alot and is damm funny lar... I don't want to see someone leave the family again... Especially not the younger ones... ( hopefully there's no such thing as what they said in final destination ) I know alot of you have friends or you encounter these kind of situation when if you leave house a few minutes later you might face with that accident... Sarah was in London during the London bombing.. thank God she left house early for school and missed that accident...
On the other side of the note... did you guys see the letter that our PM wrote to send his condolence... I think that's quite thoughtful... and i think this has been purely an accident... just like any sports there is bound to be accident.. like scuba diving or even break dancing... accidents do happen... This festival is a very important festival for the Cambodians.... and from what I've read for this festival every year there would bound to have capsized boats.. I'm not sure if there are missing bodies last year.. but this year there is... so maybe they should start thinking of life jackets?
updates: my cousin is safe and back inSingapore.. he say he's damm scare.. and he was roomie with one of the guys.. i think this might wake up and think that his life is o so precious....

Hmmm...

Christmas came way too early for someone.... Way too early... two is always better than one...

Not mine...

*dazy

should have start earlier.. feel like primary school again... do so many times still don't know... books are lullabys ... I'm so dead... I feel so blue....

* burn em pls

The Dumb blonde and trendy wendy...

Skool is boring... reeding sux... mind my spelling... I have been surfing for a while and encounter something really cute so i decided to share it with you guys.. Some of you might have known trendy wendy and dumb blonde.. I think they are the same peeps... I wan't wait for exams i need a hair cut and i want to dye my hair~!!!

Trendy wendy

She just made my day.... time to be FCP~


Some of these stuff you really want to say it out but you can't... so bitchy but yet so cute.. nana would like the princess one...


Hahahahhaah~ this is for nic~



Why don't they have a module - shopping ah... the guys would do so badly at them.. at least we can finally do something better than them in school...

Dumb Blonde

This is so me... haha~ My friends in school think that i'm a bimbo... She is so funny... i didn't know blondes are so fun~




I think alot of girls would so agree with these lar...

For thous peeps who loves maths.. this is a great wallpaper...

And when everyone is wearing the little miss sunshine or what so ever shirt.. i like these more...





I think I'm a miss pms... hee~ The boobjob is funny lar... this is so fun.. so cute...

Alrites hope you guys like it... these made my day.. hope it made yours too... have fun studying...

*5 more days till exams...

I'm going to study today... i pray for a super smart brain... just gimme half of the smart alec brains pls~~ Why some peeps can still have fun and still do well for their exams ah... seriously thous business peeps are seriously damm smart or wad lor.. look at them.. no need to study.. party and more parties... school should be like that.. it should be fun~ I'm stuck at home.. nic is stress... he's studying.. or checking soccer results or playing gunbound or what so ever~ I'm bored... i wan't wait for holidaes to be here... i can't wait for genting... i can't wait for a huge piece of delicious chocolate cake... aww man.. staying at home makes me fat~! think of junk all day~ Happy studying bitches~

*psst~ drills and metal

A visit to the dentist had never been fun... From the thought of it give me a sharp pain in my teeth... Since primary school i pray everyday that the nurse would never call my name... I hate it when she call my name.. I brush my teeth everyday.. but flossing is just a perk... Dropping a tooth feels much better than visiting the dentist... and when she introduced drills, picks, mirrors and all sort of metal object into my mouth... I felt like I'm having a surgery... I had to visit the dentist today cos i can literally feel the hole that's in my tooth... I brushed my teeth twice and i followed each and every step the dentist taught me since i was young... I can't remember when was the last time i visit the dentist... The thought of putting cold metal instruments into my mouth wasn't a pleasant idea.. i thought we were not suppose to put foreign objects into our mouth? When i finally walk into the clinic.. I tried to think of happy stuff... but the posters keep reminding me how it feels to be on the cold and 'plastic' covered chair... I questioned if it has been sterilised... are the instruments safe were to use? And why is the aircon super cold and blown directly at me? I felt so helpless on the 'chair' when a tube sucking out the remains in my mouth... the dentist used drills or sprays and whatever... digging, spraying and polishing.. I can taste metal in my mouth.. i can taste blood... rinse it a few times and and i still taste the blood and the metal.. they taste funny together....they just don't mix... just imagine having a metal spoon in your mouth... and dragging it on your teeth... this time it's different the dentist did not teach me how to brush me teeth like the nurse in primary school.. She did not have a card which record which tooth should be taken out... I always had sensitive teeth... Not that i eat ice cream in a weird way... and not that I'm particular when metal spoons and metal fork hit each other on the fine chinas.... A visit to the dentist cost a bomb too...i have cavities..and I need silver fillings... although they are ugly but they last longer... I hope I don't get struck by lighting... was instructed to have soft diet for the night but... * psst i had wanton mee... the dentist doesn't know and i was hungry... Had chips and biscuits when I'm home.. watched TV and felt like a patient in the hospital... O no.. there's exams next week... O well....Not even half way there yet.... I can only be a patient for a while... and i feel like i'm teething... and hope I don't have to vist the dentist in the next 50 years...

Seriously this CSP thingy is annoying me~

Dear PAW, ( IF YOU EVER READ YOUR EMAIL )
I have volunteered for one of your event, Animal Day some time back. OCS has inform me that PAW has yet send their appraisal form to OCS. This means the hours that we have volunteered have not been recognized. Please take a look into it and if PAW have not send the appraisal form to OCS please do it ASAP. Thanks! Hope to hear from you soon!

( MY SCHOOL CCAS ARE MOSTLY DEAD, ONLY FANCY MAYBE ONCE A YEAR THEY NEVER CHECK THEIR EMAILS, THEY SET UP TO GET MONEY IN SCHOOL AND BOOST THEIR RESUME, EMPLOYERS SHOULD ASK HOW MANY TIMES THEY EVEN CHECK THEIR CCA EMAIL~)

Dear starringsmu peeps,

please find my form so that OCS can recognize my hours.. If not I will go crazy.....

Dear OCS,

please be more flexible when recognising my csp hours.. i have already done for another organisation and the hours are nor recognised. I feel very sore and unfair for it. I have done so many free hours and this sucks. The reason why i cannot graduate is due to my CSP hour.. not that i have nv done them but it's all admin stuff that refrain me from doing so...

Thanks red tape, and have a great week

michelle

I seriously hate malay... but i like the CRAZY ppeps in them...

menopause is not a bad thing after all~

mum's has been shopping the day dad left singapore... she bought loads of stuff that surprise me....

mum hate it when i spend my money on magazine... BUT she SUBSCRIBE in this catalogue... ( * note not buy subscribe ) and she bought me pajamas .. she's so kool... can wear for cheena new year le~!! yay!!! I don't even remember when is the last time i bought my cleo and 17 don't even talk about female lor~




Being the kapo ger at home.. I saw this at the side of mummy's bed.... arggg... i wan my wrislet even more~!!!







She bought 2~ so disgusting ah... but nvm can share... lol


she also bought this.. so cute...










Daddy really cannot shop...


Okay i take my words back.. hee~ another bottle to add on the collection....