Saturday, June 30, 2007

My life is a facade....

Many many thanks to thous asking if i'm okay and it has been a while since i receive an e card... This e card brought a smile to me today... It gives me alot of assurance that around this hectic life .. there's still peeps who care... esther got admitted to hospital yesterdae.. i hope she's okay... and getting enough rest... I'm so glad that there's still peeps who are there more than the people who are suppose to be...





Nic is goin to guangzhou with the hu li jing tmr... I doubt i'll be missing him cos i have the peeps that love me the most here... My day is always ruined by his phone calls, sms or even the thot of him... everytime i call or msg he's either ktv, drinking, with colleagues... every call ends with anger i can hardly swallow or cannot control...

so many many many thanks to all thot frens who gave me a hug.. a smile.. a joke... an e card... or even asked if i'm alrite... I'm so thankful i've got you guys here with me taking my emos and cheering me up... Thanks guys...

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Am i selfish of wad?

Just a shoulder to cry on.....

Just a strong arm to pick me up....

Just a tickle to bring the tears away...

Just someone to trust when I'm lost with directions....

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

bbk..

aug 11 bbk... who wants to go?

Is there an Angel for everyone?



Everything i listen to song.. there's a warm fuzzy feelin inside me.. that there's always an angel watching over me... this song also reminded me of a fren of mine that i went to ktv with in cheena... he was one of the angels sent from above... but happy times pass very fast.. esp the time in cheena... it was really an experience... I still miss the days we had.. wished we had more days...

Way Back Into Love



Artist: Hugh Grant & Drew Barymore
Song: Way Back Into Love

Haley:
Ive been living with a shadow over head
Ive been sleepin with a cloud above my bed
Ive been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just cant seem to move on

Hugh:
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just incase I ever need them again someday
Ive been setting aside time,to clear a little space in the cornners of my mind

chorus:
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
ohh

Haley:
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
Ive been searching but I just dont see the signs
I know that its out there
Theres got to be something for my soul somewhere

Hugh:
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody to get me through the night
I could use some direction, and I'm open to your suggestions

Chrous
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart again
I guess Im hopin you'll be there for me in the end
Haley:
There are moments when I dont know if its real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration, not just another negotiation

Chorus:
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart to you
Im hopin you'll show me what to do
and if you help me to start again
you know that I'll be there for u in the end


I guess you have to start opening up... start looking.. start watching... start finding.... seek and you shall find... to find the way back into love.... whats the way to my love... I haven been looking.... or finding...

This ger waited for this guy for 11month... the guy went for exchange... after waiting... no looking or finding... the boy finds someone in a foregin country... the boy is coming back soon... the ger lost her way to love.. the boy found a new way into his new love.... well.. hate to admit it.. but ... long distance sux~!

A few weird things in a day...

Went for supper with my twin... lol~ and boy was it a super weird day....

  1. Found someone who is born on the same day AND same year as me.. it's not easy to find someone who is born on the 26 dec k~
  2. Found someone's name call yishun... he sae it's common that after someone find out .. they first thing is they say they are ang mo kio or bishan ( which was wad i did) then they ask him he has any siblings ( which i also did ) .. I was laughing my ass off the chair la
  3. Found crazy and onz peeps in SMU.. and in my QM group somemore... I thot SMU only have SMUggers?
  4. Didn't see the spot at the back.. hit mum's car's backside... *oopps~*
  5. Went all the way to upper thomson... when great world has the exact HK cafe
  6. How they garnish their food with dou miao....
  7. Got out in the rain in the middle of the night~
  8. had werid conversation .. that our past is like common....

Monday, June 25, 2007

Boys love beer.....


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Had some drinks with nic and his frens a few days back... the beer at paulaner is huge.... Had a great time.. and the band is great....

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Silver surfer!!!

Caught Fantastic 4: silver sufer the other day with carissa and eve.. It was a fantastic show! I love it.. I think it's much better than the men in white a thousand million times.. or a thousand billion times... It's funny.,, It's exciting.. It's romantic.. It's everything!

We had dinner at marina with Xiuming at imperial la mian and xiao long bao.. I dunno if you guys are aware or not..BUT it's exactly the same as crystal jade xiao long bao... like photocopied out one lor... the service.. the price.. the xiao long bao... the la mian.. even the price! it's the same as crystal jade one... I was amused la...Had a great time with carissa and eve and xiuming... Congrats to carissa to her new job!! Wheee.....

Bintan... just 55 min away

Bintan... is like Singapore.. even the custom is like Singapore.. The prices are in SGD.. So theres nothin special about Bintan... But the Beach is nice!!! The water there is transparent... luckily stayed at Nirwara resort hotel.. If not i would be bored to death... I din try the water sports.. cos firstly it is bloody ex.. same price as Sing la... $120 for jetski... siao ginah la~ And theres jellyfish! 2 peeps got stuck.. you nv noe if you are allegic until you are stung... So...basically we swam for 2 days... and went to ole ole 2 days in a row la... lol... pasar ole ole is interesting... and the food is nice... there's like 3 resturants there... we tried the one inside and the one outside.. nic did a temp tattoo.. and we went for massage... not very good le...the ambience was.... not very relaxing... the price is same as sg one....



Welcome to Bintan... long long que... Its crowded with kids!!!!! *arggg....













We tried ATV... It's super fun la... all covered by mud.... He brought to a very nice beach.. that can see banyan tree at the back...





The pool..











We had lunch at mana/nirwara beach club.. the food is not too bad.. The calamari is not too bad... and it's not too crowded....









Had dinner at ole.. food was not bad.. crabs are quite cheap... and the peeps are damm thoughtful... give us insect repellent... cos it's swam with mozzies at night...



The spa is opposite ole ole... its quite new.. so some of the shops are not opened yet....




Inside the spa... nothing fantastic...






$5 for small, $10 for medium, $15 for large .... LoL~





The food at the entrance of ole ole.. not too bad..but there is a min spending of SGD 36.... comes with transport ....



So we bought coconut at is as big as our head...


Finally on our way back... sit upstairs... got more space la...
我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想 又再一次和你分离
我多麼想每一次的美丽 是因为你


Romance is alwaz sweet..... Now i understand why a long relationship has no sparks... just treating each other as fren.... just forgot how does sweet and romance is like any more.....

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