Thursday, September 27, 2007

random-ish

Some random thoughts..
>> are the people around you getting married? I dunno but their sweetness has affected me
>>> after marriage can club not ah?
>>>> Den how to werk ah?
>>>>> if your husband like kids more than you then how?
>>>>>> does it means no anniversary? no surprises? no gifts? no flowers?
>>>>>>> den when is it your money when is it his money? if you wan to buy things how? demand him to buy ah? I'm a shopaholic le how?
>>>>>>>> Don't worry guys i'm not gettin married yet... nic havent see my mother yet.. dunno y he wans to see my mother... i scare she drive him away with a broom manz... not yet la.. not yet... i still haven learn to trust him... and he still haven prove to me that he can be matured enough for mum... he gambles, smokes, drinks, play tons of games... and most important he don't have a million bucks in his account... hahahahah .. hee~ how to prove to my mother? But i guess marriage is really a bliss....
* hee~ going to pester mrs ang about these questions... hee~ get ready the answers k....

Shopping..

Hey guys!! How's your preparation for mid term coming along? I can't wait for my mid term break. Basically i'm having my 'break' mood now... eating really good food.. hanging out with really good fwens... BUT i have tons of stuff to do la... I realised i have not been to town for quite a long time.. the other dae me n rence nearly got lost in town la.. i need to go there more often la.. i feel so old now.. last time i noe how to go from wisma to take thru the underground.. i noe there's not only 1 gucci on town... i feel so outdated.. so old... but anywaes, i need help... i wan to shop online~!!!! but i dunno how~ i don't have the ibanking thing so i pay the person? and i seldom use livejournal so how i comment? and if i pay her thru the atm how would she know it's from me??

i want to buy a camera

http://community.livejournal.com/_spreee/1544446.html#cutid1 - so cheap must buy

i want to buy bag

http://community.livejournal.com/spreehouse/316162.html#cutid1 - i need a new school bag

I want need clothes too~

http://yoyohoho.livejournal.com/2102.html#cutid1 - i think eyelet is in fashion now.. fi has a dress like that too.. hee~

http://flirtydolly.livejournal.com/9096.html#cutid1 - what does taking back orders mean?

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

For my bitches...


miss calling you guys bitches.. hee~ happy mooooooooncaakke....

Need a hair cut..

Dear fwens,
I noe my hair sucks now... pls stop making fun of me... like i don't make fun of your o' so stupid fringe... your o' so look like guy face... your hair is messier then mine every morning... or even your o' so butch behaviour... thankew for your concern and i will cut it in my mid term break... unlike you guys.. i have things to do.. i wun go around luffing at peeps hair...

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

10bucks ktv...

place: 10 dollar KTV, chinatown
Price : 10 dollars
Perks: free flow of drinks, one bowl of faux shark's fin soup, 2 tidbits
This place is fully book most of the time.. we had to call2 weeks in advance in order to get a room there.. the sound system is okay only... but its super cheap la~ and their songs are quite new also... depends on which singer la.. and the screen is touch screen one.. so it's a place that's a mixture of budget ktv but not very budget with the little surprises in it.. at least they don't cheat our money not like kbox cine.. hee~ kop peektures from mrs ang...







Monday, September 24, 2007

This is what men think...

"Some women have the habit of surpressing their feelings, hoping their partners can read their minds.You ask her why but she replies "Nothing" and continues to sulk, willing you to coax the reason outta her.Please... let's communicate our feelings openly rather than playing riddles, second-guessing each other."

I got this from a fren's blog... Well, i guess they will never get it... I think woman are just companion to them when they need it.. when they have soccer, dota and friends.. woman can be just left at home like a pet... we say nothin becos we don't want to start a fight and seem like we are damm petty.. if men have not done anything wrong then we wun start sulking.. at first it was love at first sight.. then it's like we can talk everything till the cows come home... but after men get tired of you .. this is wad happend... he thinks that you are really fud up and thinks that you are biggest bitch around.. when you are not the one who have done anything wrong.. and you just want to feel better but can`t... then when you think that you have given up every star in the sky just to waste your time on these bloody bastards... i really think the men just don't get it~...

Sunday, September 23, 2007

hmmm... this is not a joke


uncle heng decided to wear his 25 bucks slippers to slippers on saturday.. apparently this slippers get stickly-er after you washed it... it was weird for him to walk around in these... it looks like his shoes came off and he decided to glue the sole to his feet... * mentos* well, this is not a joke.. this thing cost 25 bucks~


Friday, September 21, 2007

For sale


This is as new as it gets... with the paper bag, gift box, unwritten card and the receipt... but within these 3 days you can change for anything you want within $450... this is a classic design... you wun get a discount when there's sale in the store... this is the one with the coin slot... not the small one .. this one more ex... selling @ $400...
*phew~ need a holiday...

Thursday, September 20, 2007

hey look i've found! our feelings are mutual

"Anyway, this brings to mind why some women have absolutely no self-respect at all. I mean, why would any woman return to a guy who succumbs to the slightest of temptations every time a nubile, young, thing comes along beats me. (Disclaimer: I am not labelling myself nubile, but this is a generalization, you get the gist.) ( i don't have to keep saying theres nothing wrong already)( pls take him~~ I cannot take the stupid nonsense already~!!!) I feel sorry for her, as much as I despise her. But anyway, I wash my hands of the affairs of some so I shan’t spend time blogging about this, especially with the IE quiz looming over me.

Another bitchy thought I have to get off my chest is why some girlfriends are so freaking annoying. I mean like your boyfriend’s colleagues are here, give them some face and show some respect, bitch. Don’t act all prima donna when you are neither pretty nor possess an attractive personality. (do u think i'm pretty? if so.. great!!!) Like clinging onto the arm of her boyfriend when I said hi ( ha~ sour grapes)(AS IF I am going to steal him la, wake up your idea, dumbass), telling her boyfriend loudly in Chinese that my Philippino colleague doesn’t know anything when he understands perfect Chinese,( i did not say that guy don't understand chinese i was saying he don't know where to go... sigh... you fly all the way from hk and you have no idea where to go... you should be embarassed about yourselves...) telling everyone that Philippinos come to Singapore only to become maids, throwing a tantrum over dinner, sulking the whole time after your boyfriend tells you nicely to be polite and finally ending the whole episode dramatically by storming off after dinner without thanking anyone for the treat or saying goodbye. if i don't give face, the soup will be in her face and not on the table... and would miss me or something? that i have to say goodbye ?What manners! It is one thing to be fiesty and another to be a complete embarrassment to both her boyfriend and basically anyone in her presence.I feel ashamed for her. And seriously who carries a coach bag and dresses sloppily. (This contradicts.... For someone who cannot afford a coach ever in her life and cannot even recgonise a HnM shirt... i pity thous peeps... ) But let’s not be personal." - what you talking about?

i'm so lucky i hear the other side of the story...



>>> btw, nic's colleague was the one who started the fight k.. you know what he said?
" Get girls should get Filipinos one right, nic?"
"Can listen better." ( that's his Australian taught English not my singlish k)
Nic nod his head.
Wth right, So I said, "better than them they come here be maid."
I know that was crude and rude, but who stepped on my tail first? who say Singapore girls not good. He was rude in the first place lor. I think only girls have have no respect for themselves then will agree with his statement la` o well how much respect can we get from girls that throw themselves to guys offering to share a place with him or keep visiting his place in the evening.. hk internship is so scandalous.. peeps with partners in Singapore going out in secret trips..

My SMU KTV IdoL~

Congrats to is jialingling.....
She's gonna be a star*

softie

fi is going to kill me for being a softie.. some might say i'm materialistic.. but wad the heck.. this came to me when i'm in the library studying... should i take it or should i not? it was confusing.. well... let see how things go...








Hi Michelle,

Considering your reasons for not accepting the offered placement, I’m sorry to say that you will be given less priority in the selection process for applying it in the next semester.

For your information, we placed importance on the choices selected by the students in their application & their decision to embark on the exchange programme. Personally, I think you should have considered carefully before applying for exchange so that there won’t be a waste of effort by both parties.



Thank you for email & I will take your reply as withdrawal to the offered placement to University College Dublin.



Warmest Regards,

Yee (Ms.)

International Programme Advisor (Outbound)

Office of International Relations




Singapore Management University

Administration Building

81 Victoria Street

Singapore 188065

www.smu.edu.sg

very sad hor... wasted effort...

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Monday, September 17, 2007

happy 2 yearsery

2Years of tears... 2 year pain ... promises once made... promises once broken... There was no surprises... there was no flowers.. there wasnt even a card... just plain dinner... just plain goodbye... no more tortures... no more suffering... no more unhappy dinners.. no more jealousy... no more emtional rollar coaster... this is it... we bid goodbye... love that wasnt meant to be.. Time for ice cream..~

Sunday, September 16, 2007

My first...

My first Fred Perry top...






mr nic bought for me when we were in HK...it was on sale... it's the first gift I've got from him since that last minute thing he bought for me last v day...







The above room is the room of


This reminds me why i should not work for small companies... imagine i have to stay in a hostel when i'm in ny for conference... aw man... this guy's company actually made him stay at this hotel when he is visiting spore to settle his visa.. so much for staff welfare.. so wonder all his staff is fud up.. i must conclude that not all traders are nice... but i must say.. it's cosy and i'm not surprise cos nic's hk place is small too! i must say accounts and sales and operations don't work well... ' i must not look for a company with a tight budget.' ' My father must not waste his money on an island in philipines when cannot afford a proper room in singapore.'


Yesterday i tried my first katong laksa...






The reason why I've nv tried katong laska is becos I'm not a laksa fan.. and katong laksa is always too far for me... So yesterdae we decided to try my first katong laksa.. i've tired the o' so famous and o' so expensive depot road claypot laksa at vivocity... it's not that good actually... Me and friends have no idea which one is the famous one... so we just choose the one that is still available... it wasn't fantastic... the place was crowded with china staff.. rude shouting all about... the laksa is also not that fantastic too le... but o' well... this is my first KATONG laksa...


However, i want to introduce Astons you guys.. it's just down the road of upper east coast road.. it serves one of the better steak around.. with affordable wine of 38 bucks per bottle... it has a nice ambiance and it has a queue... the ambiance is good.. so is the price... and the staff was really friendly too...






Yesterday was also my first flea... it was not too bad until.. 2 Taiwanese ( Chinese teacher to be in spore ) wanted to pay me 50cents for my mango top... i thought it was a joke la....she's crazy la.. teacher cheat student's money... the crowd came when we were closing... i was really afraid cos i was alone.. so i just put the price tag down and do my Malay hw... hee~ but it's not too bad till nic come and help me pack... he's my 'zao cai' cat... looking forward to the next flea... sold alot of my tops.. and some of my dresses and skirts... but still have alot available.. still have to clear that wardrobe of mine...








On Random note: i dunno if you guys have noticed... but marina ( IR site ) has the most cranes... and they are always working through the night.. i guess they are really excited to start the IR and suck our money dry... hmmm... feel like going genting suddenly to win some money.. or donate some money.. hee~ nic will like this idea.. he gambles, smokes and drinks... and he fail his ippt again.....



Thursday, September 13, 2007

My friends are on my side..

I guess some of you lucky ones are lucky enough to hear my o' so horrible dinner last nite... all of you have the same answer.. LEAVE GER!!! JUST GO!! you guys have no idea how interesting is it that all of you have the same answers... ' don't care la~ just go.' answer... it really meant alot to me la... yes.. yesterdae i had a horrible and more disgusting dinner i ever ever had... yes. nic was there... and yes he sided his fwens... yes, she's a bitch.. and i dunno why they all gang up against me.. it was interesting how i endure it through the night.. it was a night to remember.. a night that my frens supported the same outcome... thnks babes..

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

My life without my misses and mrses....and misters too...


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I had these bad dreams three days in a row.. i'm so glad to see that I'm not alone.. thnkew all my fwens... thanks for your comments.. your encouragements and you suggestions...

well, i guess you guys must be thinking what am i going to do... I'm still talkin to nic about it.. apparently his dad let him go if it's a uni of the ivy league... I was thinking of doingit in my year 3 so i can do internship woth my fwens.. den we can go lunch togets and stuff.. i think it will be fun.. but everything is still not settled yet.. just in a midst of it... hopefully i will get my exchange in year 4.. wish me luck again... love ya guys.. thnks !!!!! seriously life without you guys i would not be here..

Saturday, September 08, 2007

Is this a sign?

Had a bad dream last night which seems so real... dreamt of people that I've never met in ages... my sec school class mate.. They were going overseas.... the last part of my dream was nic finding someone else and literary asking me to pack and leave... asking me to pack faster cause he is meeting that ger.... it was so real... i really had to pack.. the pain was so real... i cried in my dream.... I feel so vulnerable... It was scary.. i was scare i would see the lady... i was scare to see them on the streets.. the feelings was so real... Is this a sign that i should just go for my exchange since nic might do that in the future... i hate it that my life is unpredictable.. wad would i be? wad would happen to me... it might be just a bad dream...

Congrats Joanne..

Miss joanne is pregnant...

Break down...

Dear Michelle,

Thank you for applying to the overseas exchange programme!
We have reviewed your application carefully and after serious consideration, we regret to inform you that we're unable to offer you a placement at your top choice. There is an over-whelming demand of outstanding applicants for this university and we faced a very difficult task in narrowing down to the limited placements available.
Please don't be too disappointed as we will like to offer you a placement to your 2nd choice: University College Dublin! Kindly let me know by 17 Sep (Mon), whether you'll like to accept this placement, so we can nominate you to our partner. Please also give me your passport number in your reply, to facilitate nomination process.
Once they've accepted you as our nominee, more information will be provided on application procedures. Let's work closely together to make this exchange happen for you!

Cheers!
Karen Yee (Ms.)
International Programme Advisor (Outbound)
Office of International Relations

This is suppose to be a good news... but nic due to family and personal problems is not going.. I dunno if you guys know how i feel... i'm on the verged on breaking down... Should i change my plans? he might not go in my last year...i have no idea what i should do.. it might seems simple... exchange or nic... me and nic might not be together forever... if i reject this.. i might not be able to go next year... I'm so *hurt... I'm happy but sad even more.... this is like a emotional roller coaster for me...i dunno what i should do... it's like winning the lucky draw but you don't get the prize cause of your parents or school.... Hk wasn't a good experience for me... i guess it's difficult cause i actually gave my heart away... If it wasn't due to this.. exchange decision would be much easier...

Thursday, September 06, 2007

Oh No!

i think i would get cheated when i grow old... i only realise this scam just now all thnks to jialing... o no! i think i'm catching the 'lo bo' disease... o no!!!

http://www.kennysia.com/archives/2007/08/cheated_by_the.php

The good o' Skool days...

I don't know about the o' school days that you guys have.. It might differ as we are from different school or different age or even different generation... Last nite when i was reading my income tax quiz... yes i was actually studying for a clueless quiz which was fud up... but anyways, i thot of the good o school days... When i was in school i couldn't wait to grow up .. can't wait to go out and work.. and i was actually brainwashed that tertiary school life is much better... the good o school daes was only 45 mins per period.. we had to take like around 6 subjects plus PE plus CCA plus thous nonsense school stuff... school was like the whole day we practically lived in school... thous were the days we bitched, cry, cheer and laugh together... those was the time where we have plenty of time to study and play... now we have to study the whole text book for 15 weeks... this is ridiculous but this is tertiary education...

I still remember was the days where i can chat on the phone with my friends till wee hours in the night.. we chat about practically everything.. in my sightless memory eve was one of my 'chatter' friends... we can sing, cry, bitch, scold and even fall asleep while talking.. we were basically on the phone the moment we were home... sometimes we can even conference call where alot of us just make alot of noise.. till one of us cannot take it and just hang up.. hee~

As times go by, the singing in wee hours of the night gradually reduced as exams stress climb up our neck... we started accompany each other in the wee hours to study.. either on MSN or we camp in the library till they the PA system starts playing... Remembering how we msged each other on msg to check if anyone of us has fallen asleep... how we keep each other updated.. by saying.. ' i go cook noodles', 'i go toilet', 'wah, so late liao ah', ' what you doing ah' every msg did not mean anything to us in the past but now it seems like we are too busy with our lives.. it seems like it has disappear...

Studying has always been a chore.. especially as the o or a levels comes creeping in.. when the first countdown starts, 503425346254231870 days to O/A levels... camping after school in the library.. meeting in MacDonald.. meeting at some people's house to study.. remedial and more remedials... although sometimes we end up doing anything but studying.. those times were fun... my friends made studying fun...

And of course you high school sweetheart... when you would quarrel with your parents because of them... or leave school just to go out with them... watching movies... taking the train from one end to the other end.. our bus/train fare was 55cents no matter how far we go... those were the days you find secret letters... or secret chocolate or little gifts under you table... little notes that whisper sweet nothings that a teenager would go head over heels for... those little gifts or notes to encourage each of us to hang on... that we will be there for each other no matter how much math or science homework we have.. to remind that we were there for each other even we cannot me together in the same class... the surprises that you get when you were studying with your friends in the library.. the balloon... the packet lunch... the liang tea.. the gummi worms.. these are o so familiar in the good o school days... even if they do not happen to you .. you can still see the sweetness and how thoughtful it was... cause most of the time they will share their expensive gummi worms or expensive chocolate with you.... Isn't it interesting that you grow older these don't happen to you anymore.. or you don't see it anymore? Is it because people are too busy already? they rather sleep than accompany you through the night... they have better things to do...

maybe I'm outdated people encourage each other differently... or older people tend to forget more on thoughtfulness or our lives are too hectic to even think of the people around us... would we buy a drink for a friend that was in the libaray as kopitiam is in the way... or even want to think of encouraging them tell them to 'jia you'... as i was browsing through my msn last night.. i saw alot of friends online... some of them are close whereas some might be just hi bye friends... I was guilty not to even say hi to the close friends... knowing that some of them are having a bad week.. i just conveniently ignored them... I din even bother asking what were they doing.. and they din bother to keep me awake too... lost were the good o school days when we were there for each other.. when there was at least some fun in studying...

I miss thous late nite ice creams and tau huay surprises.... awww....

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

this is gonna be true...

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Monday, September 03, 2007

Stephanie Sun-我怀念的

I think esther will like this song too...

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥

谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

Dear fwens,

Michelle is saving for her exchange trip next term.. and she is pok this term.. which mean you won't see her with a new coach diaper bag or tiffany charm this term.... so if you have any free lunches or any good lobang for jobs... pls intro her.... If you wan to meet her for dinner or lunch pls keep a budget of $5...And if you wan to do charity pls visit her barangs blog.. or drop by smu on the 15th ... she'll be having a flea spot there on sat 2pm to 7pm.... Furthermore, michelle is taking 5 exams mods this term.. she just found out its too late to drop... pls understand her impaitence... and her ignorance.. when she ignore you.. or she sae she cannot meet you.. but if you ask her one week in advance you are likely to ask her out... lol~ I hope you understand the shit that michelle has drive herself into.. Thank you for your cooperation and have a nice day~!

Sometimes some people think that they are the smartest people around....

I do not know what do they teach in school nowadays... or how they discipline in the army... or even how parents teach their kids mannners at home nowadays... Basically my frens told me that boys serve army they become boys... I totally disagree with this statement... Especially for those spoilt brat who have maids at home to pack their bags and polish their boots... Seriously this is disgusting... They think they are the richest brat at home.. when their parents earn peanuts! calling everyone in the world stupid and useless when they can't even get a full a level cert... arggh~!!!! Is that what they teach in the army? Is that how they should treat normal human being? Can't they just polish their boots themselves? why can't they just pack their own contact lens themselves? Do they even know where is it? can't they even change their razor blade themselves? Do i have to teach them myself? When boys get shit in the army.. their maid gets it at home... what kind of logic is this.. i really think they should be kept longer.... they are like whining how much they want to come out as they are only out for the weekends... pls la... this is not true lor.... During BMT some of them can come out almost the whole week lor... what vesak day ... and depavali... and some other special holiday they have... it just reduces the days they are in camp... we have no idea how much comfort they have now la... look at the transport they are taking.. look at the beds they are sleeping.. look at the food they are eating... coming back from camp thinking that have really fought a war.. thinking they are greatest people in the world.. commanding their maids and any woman around.. this is gross!! We have to give everything to them... why? cos they serve our nation.. this small red dot.... in their small island call tekong.... scolding everyone.. messing up everything.. taking everything...... don't they even say please in the army? or even thankew? cos the recruits think they deserve it so there's no need for a word of thanks... I think rudeness and ill mannered is not a habit... so how do you change it? I hate it when people who are not that smart think that they are smartest people in the world... let's don't say those people who have a gpa of 4 of 3.9... those people are smart at least they are humble... some people results not very good... have alot of bad gossips behind their back .. how dare they even criticise people?! and how dare they even mind their own business... but calling people that's not even your closest fren stupid is evil! This kind of people really get up my nerves... if they are so darn smart then ask them to be the president of united states la! or at least get a honours degree la... or at least stop giving their phone numbers to strangers and then act stupid come you 'how how how' .... * tight slap* calling stupid doesn't make you smarter it only makes you look ugly .. because think about it you can't even get an 'A' level cert... you can't even get a good job? got nearly tricked into MLM and think you are going to be your own boss... no need to work.. just sell matress! can drive BMW... pls leh.. any kid that read abit of news paper or even your stupud frens or maid would know that is not true ... well, stop living in your own perfect.. i'm so smart world... step out and look whos really the STUPID one....

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