Happy bday shouwoon!!!

It's SW 22nd!!!!

Sw has the britest smile amongst the guy frens i have.. i think... lol!! He really has a nice smile... Well, no photos of me alone cos i think i very ugly today... or has i alwaz been ugly... arrgg.... So angry.. y am i so ugly?? N i found out i don't like gers le.. how ah?? i also dun really like to hang out with guys le... *shit la... Wads wrong wimme? I really feel very turn off le... y like that man?? I so sad.. i miss my frens... i miss fiona... i miss bitching with her... I have not bitch about anyone for a very very long time... cos i have no frens... *sigh... But these guy frens will still need to grow up la.... lol! even after army ... he still play teasing games... and push here n there games.. i hope they'll get gf soon... and i hope mr n will grow up too... lol! yuki u noe wad i mean.. lol.. omg!! i'm bitching!! yay!!!

Happy halloweeeeeeeen!!

I hope school gimme a break to go for halloween party... but nic sae cannot... he sae got school work... :( i hate school!!! wan to entertain u guys with photos but! my com crash so some photos of my chunli is gone! GonE! goNe!! but anywaes, have a great

HALLOWEEN!!!!

p/s: go scare someone.. or date a warewolf or i turn you into a frog!!!

I found my photos!!! yay!!! in the SD card and i found out where my money liao.. after 1 day.. lol!!! abit slow ah... don't employ me next time.... cos i'm bad at counting!!

i don't get it...

I think i really cannot be accountant liao la... Today i went out of house with $50 but i came back with $10... I'm quite confuse le... Where my money go ? I got drop money not? Did anyone of them gave me the wrong change? Alrite this is wad i bot la.. 7 bucks for kfc, 15 for coffee bean, 2 on old chang chang and another 15 bucks is for the steamboat i owe yuki... let's just say it's total of 39 bucks... so i should have 11 in my wallet rite? So how much should be in my wallet in the end? i think is 24 bucks le... cos i spent on coffeebean and yuki's 15 should be around 26 bucks.... so my wallet now shoul have 24 rite? but how come nly have 12???!?!! i think i drop money le... y like that?? did i drop 10 bucks? where did i drop it? omg!!!! y i so confuse? i dun get it le... simple maths i also cannot do... i feel so sick for myself... and i realised after drinkin the lattte i cannot breathe properlu and my heart beat super fast lor... so scary....
ThankGod mr Nic bring me to mcdonalds tonite... i'm so gald....

mr n can cure cramps..

i had a great day today cos no more cramps!!!! cos i stuff myself with chocolates and yakult and mr's secret receipe - McDonalds!!! yay!!happy happy day!!

Death Note...

This is the best show i've watch this season... you guys have to watch it... super interesting la... and remember to stay after the credits because it shows you death note2.... I love it!! But some parts i don't get... why death note 1st book is english and 2nd book is japanese? and why must have 3 people to write le?

I like "L" lor... he's so cool!!!!

Can he cure cramps??? I feel one comin up soon....a really painful one.....

interesting design

Everyday we pass by this and wonder what is this for... For a student it is just noise pollution as it seems like the drillin never ends..... I think they are building this for expressway or mrt... but this is a kindna interestin design isn't it?

I guess the designer stay somewhere near Lim chu kang.. or somethin sad just happened? Dog just passed away or something? or this structure looks kindna familiar...Kindna errie ah... beside national museum and @ nite we go home still must wait for bus beside this.... Imagine mrt or car driving into their ......

photoblogging....

I guess it is just not meant to be....

Beemer showroom... my ride is the one on the top left... hee!! vivo city is BIG!!! HUGE!!! and macho margarita w my pussy cats.... love 'em!!

This is pathetic rite? Gap Singapore... For thous that carry thous heavy clothes from US like me are you SORE????!!!! I am lor....

Must decorate car with tail... noted!

Shoppin fren needed...

There is a 50% sale at warehouse... warehouse le... hee! I was really depressed ydae la...all the shit that i had to go thru... the next time shit.. the din i call u enuff shit... and the stupid lunch shit.... thnk God for zm he bought me lunch and acc me to shop... boy! he's not a shopper man.. he can buy a not so nice adidas jacket for $107 la... siao one lor... Den everything i sae nice he also sae buy... so irritating!!!! lol... but it was fun la .. Hope he and karen can get togets... He's like jian lor.. just that jian got better fashion sense... much better fashion sence... i miss him... *sigh... he so busy now.. busy with his hamster and his girlfren... hee!! I duno should i buy this top from warehouse not... i haven try yet... I wan go shopping with Irene!!! or yuki!!! or jialing!!!! Guys are bad shoppers la... except jian they all.. hee!!! Yummy food... Nice clothes.... excitin movie... estatic trips...1.5 more months!!! i can't wait!!!!!!

typical smu life...

http://www.funkygrad.com/campus/displayarticle.php?artID=696&subcat=rave

This sound like a typical smu student... why? becos we are all in for this shit.... *sigh.. If everyone is so so so 'xing ku' then it's not the student... it's the system....

Next time...

I'm the verge on going crazy... Why issit me that is making things difficult? Why issit me to blame when i did nothing wrong? It was just a simple day for me... no ais meetins... but why?? Can i love you 'next time'? Why must you be so mean to me?

ugliest travelling fotos...

My ugliest travel photo must be during my work and travel... Am i really con-fused?

Saturday, May 27, 2006
2 strangers...

It's memorial day... It rained... 2 strangers sat in the bumper car at jenkinsons'.... i was looking at the right whereas at the corner of my eye i saw him looking left... It rained so we had a break... silence and peace was the contrast of the amusement park.... we didn't spoke a word.. so you think couples have alot of things to talk about... well... 2 strangers sat in the shelter not a single word spoken... first time one hope that rain would go away... time would move faster... memorial day weekend...

Inside you, I'm still a childish bitch...... *sigh...

selamat school

Projects are due soon soon... meeting meeting meeting....After a long day of meeting... i'll be there for you.... We can go anywhere or do anything you want... But for me.... I go home to frosdtud lor... Maybe that's fair.... That's wad that alwaz happend...

Would there be trust?

How come i just can't trust you? Why? issit bcos you have started seeing the person you once loved? I mayb an idiot... you may an idiot... we might be just idiots.... Do people love me once a year? only when it's my bdae? I missed being loved....

Mr N is a Star!!!

I used to be a star in someone elses video too.... *sigh.....

Happy bdae ms handoko...

Thanks miss xiao wei for bringing her cam den i can photowhore...She's my new friend she very pretty...

Pretty rite? She's JL friend, IS block de gu niang...

Yuki celebrated her 21st @ newton.. and the guys @ newton turn us off.... This is the first time we visit the new newton... They were persistent... They keep following you asking you if you want any food or you for seats... argggg... they are irritating to the max!!! I feel like i went to the old tiong bahru market... when you step in.. the vendors like bees come towards you and attack you... asking you how many people.. sit long table can.. it's ok.. uncle help you find seats... They are pain in the butt!!!!

And the Food...... Lousy to the max we have to play game to finish it man... it wasn't like the temp one i went half a year ago... The food was good.. now... they thot tourist and Singaporeans have no taste buds or something...


Ok This is what we ordered... Hokkien mee, sting ray, satay, chicken wing, carrot cake and the oyster egg...Let me tell you what is nice 1st k... oyster egg.. For thous that ate sae it was nice... but i only eat the egg la... hee!

Wad was bad?

1. sting ray - worse i have ever ever ever ever eaten.... the chilli was bad... the ray wasn't good either.... This is the stall la... we really cannot stand the sting ray liao.. uncle.... pls.... do something about your food!!!! 98 or 97 is the stall number.. No wonder they have to hard sell their food... cos it's BAD!!!!!
   
   
   
2. The chicken wing - So dry.... like out very long already or something....
3. Carrot cake - so mushy...and tasteless
4. hokkien mee - being a hokkien mee fan, This hokkien mee is not good... the mee is more than the been hoon and the mee is overcooked and the food is cold when served... and this hokkien mee no taste of the prawn soup one... just lumpy and soggy and not edible....

These are the food that we ordered... I hope they upgrade abit since they have a nice and new place now... Don't spoil it... Don't thrash it man...

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Where to see beggers in Spore??? 3 beggers in a row??? I dunno if you guys can see not.. we cannot take them openly la.... I was shocked la.. and everything i see so many beggers la... The infrastructure is there for them but they spoil it all....... *sigh... Some are just not thankful ....

I need a detox plan!!!!

I have been eating and eating and eating non stop these few days... i feel so .... irritatated at myself... when you are fat you'l hate youself one... *sigh.... Last thursdae i went to watch "The departed" with Nic SW and ZM lor... Apparently ZM is going to Thailand this weekend... Lucky him.. Lucky nic too .. he got extended weekend from friday to wednesday sial... good life good life... Ok the show... It's like " Infernal Affairs" If you have watched Infernal affairs you'll laugh at "The Departed". To me, It's like a counterstrike movie... LOL! If you action pact movies with loads of blood spliting around then you'll like it lor.... It was a alrite movie to me... not alot people went to watch @ PS also...

So wad are the junk that i have been eating these few days??? hmm...Thanks to Mr N i ate fried rice and club sandwich @ hk cafe and bah Chor mee @ boon lay and kuishinbo is the ultimate... I feel so restless eating so much food... like everyhour i'm eating non stop.. Sorry Ms Shirl and JLI laugh @ you... now i'm getting my retribution... *so sad...

sadness fill my tummy...

What do i do when i feel stress? What do i do when i'm sad? What do i do ? What do i do?

ouch!!

!! pain...

Nice mr N

Mr N is nice enuff to send me home when mummy and daddy is lazy at home.. even he very tired he also send me home... hee! *wink wink!! thanks!!

irritant

i dun get it.. or u dun get it.. it's karen not caren... i dun call weile ... kuaile rite? or smth else rite...

sneak peak..

A FEW more days to .... halloween..

daddy bought me this

I hope this will bring me joy... i like the scent thou...shall use it during happy days.. hee!

Thanks dad!

I just found smth i never knew

Todae i went for steamboat at kuishinbo... and one of N's fren bot royce chocolate for his girlfren... awww... girl.. isn't that sweet? but in front of his 'boyfrens' he say is to get him away from his gf for 4 hours.... are all guys like that?in front of guys must act macho or that's true? they buy smth for their girlfrens just to get smth in return? *sigh... his frens somemore ask him not to spoil market.. cannot buy if not all the boys' girlfriend also wan... seriously which girl won't be sore?!!! royce le.. wah lau!!! But he say is to buy his 4hr off his girlfren.. i was quite turn off.... den their girlfren should buy more chocolates to buy more of his boyfren time too? But at least he try to 'hong'/dote her for doing something wrong... So girls next time your boyfren buy you chocolate pls think twice...
* Thank God I have a daddy that dotes and loves me who buy me piles and loads of chocolate.. swizz chocolate somemore... i love swizz chocolates!!!

where has all the clubber go?

In the arms of their boyfriend!!!
So, wad was our first purpose of going clubbing in the first place? curious? attention? for fun? to me the last place i wan to know my boyfren is from a club... clubs don't have good reputation for getting a partner...
It's so different when a girl is in love and a guy is attached..
When a girl is attached.. they are willing to give up everything... everything means.. everyone to... some give up clubbing.. some are willing to give up their family... some can give up classes or school... most commonly girl give up their time to be happily shopping with their frens and be with their boyfriends... althou most of the time boyfrens might not be the best company but they still rather be with them... why?! i dunno le... girls are just more willing to give more into a relationship.. but of cos they wish for more in return lor...
Guys can still hang out with their frens as their gerfrens wouldn't mind as long as she is with her boyfren... happy or not.. his frens like her or not... she'll be there.... Girls have given up so much things.. all she asked for is undivided attention from him.. guys out there ask yourselves when is the last time your girl fren just sit beside you and watch you play lan game or mj?!?! or even watch tv.. just to be with you... you think your girlfrens have nothin better to do rite?!?!?! when guys have free time * not easy..* wad do they do? play lan, play ball, play with themselves... who actually will think of their girlfren? who will think where should i bring her tmr.. wad should i do to spice up this relationship? what should i do to make her happy? would she like chocolate? ice cream? or even flowers? where is she? wad is she doing? is she thinkin of me? does she knows i miss her? but these are usually the last thing on their minds.. boys are still boys... they rather you spend time with their frens than them spendin with yours...
Some of my frens have disappear as they have found 'love'.. they can hardly sit for ten mins to talk to you... they stop clubbing due to many reasons... it made me realised that might be how i was... girls issit really worth it to spend less time with your frens ? are you happier without your frens? i noe i'm selfish but i rather my frens' boyfrens all go away so has time for me... but it won't come through... life is unpredictable.. you never knew if you are meeting him today .. you dunno wad to wear.. *do they even care if you are beautiful tonite? * when is the last time your date has praised you? when was the last time you have a date? lol
His time for you will never be enough.. ask for more.. they say you are childish and say you are selfish... he will say but we meet everyday.. but wad do you do? play games? or fora quick lunch? But your time for him is ever lasting... you can go to places that you'll never go in your daily lives... you'll sqeeze a place for him no matter how busy you are... you are alwaz avaliable when he calls you..
Well girls, it seems like the more you wan him to call.. the longer he'll take... and when he finally call.. there nothin much to be said... it's sad that girls will stay at home and wait for the call and guys carrying on with their lives and calling when they remember .....

"YOU MEN SHOULD STOP BEING SO MEAN AND REQUESTING SO MANY THINGS!Cannot have hairs, cannot be fat, cannot this one that one.HOW TO NOT BE FAT?! See tiramisu don't eat ah?! Then we diet, you say we keep talking about dieting very annoying!As if it's not enough, we are born with a strong impulse for retail therapy, and without a sense of direction." -- miss xiaxue

I have breakfast @ hong xin!!

It is suppose to be good ... well, it's not too abd.. if you wan to have old school tim sum.. it's really not bad... it's at tanjong pg 7th floor... the life wad spoilt... but the place is really old school.. it's hard to find this kindna of place in spore anymore.. old man sitting around and lying around the void deck like it's apart of their house.. overall it's a not too bad place to explore .... I can't wait for sundae!! when i FINALLY meet pussy gang.. hmm.. wad should i do tmr? Mr N is spending it with his frens... me le? find my own program.. hee!What are the must try? egg tart and char siew sow.... nice.... wad are the no no? lo mai kai...

Hmmm.... i smell fun!!!

Happie 21st Yuki handoko!!!!

They are so cute!!!

They are so adorable..!!!

http://www.cuteoverload.com

Somewhere over the rainbow?is there blue birds?

Over The Rainbow
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Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true

Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Blueb irds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?

Thank you!!!!!

1. Thank you for making me dinner and letting me rot at your place and watch tv and blog! and also washing the dishes

2. Thank you for letting me bully you and having loads and loads of fun!! and play the piano also... hee!




3. Thank you for fetching me home 2 days in a row and buying mac for me... Thank you for not quarreling with me. Althou you don't like to photowhore wimme i still lock you



4.If can you can go out with gers den i also can go out with boys.. okie? okie... hee!!!

Happy Birthday your royal highnesss,,,,

Happy 24th Birthday

miss Karen!!!!!

Karen that woman turn 24 yesterday.. but i got no time for her... *sobs.. sorry bitch.. hope ur off is due tmr....

This woman needs a husband... someone who can make shoes... LoL~ Ah pek also can.....

No fish.. Prawn also can... hee!! small prawn...

my AIS group...

For this sem, I only have one same module as Yuki.. So i can only see her once a week.. But i get to see her quite a few time this week cos AIS project due soon... I'm blogging @ yuki's place... Jialing is here too... she staying for the nite... And i need to go do AIS and TWC and study for Tax paper liao... byeeee.....

Yuki cook pizza, pasta and cup noodles for me.. hee! yum yum...

I like my term break......

I'm a 1* kayaker

I had the best weekend ever! Even i have to wake up quite early... But it's so cool... I'm so proud about myself... Mr N paid for my kayaking course... cos i quite pok la.. hee! But we are not taking 2 star cos i don't like the instructor and the sand keep going into my shoes la... and Changi beach is damm farking dirty la.. super disgusting la.. I think i'm sensitive to sea water a few years back i went to cairns to see the reefs once the water touch me it stings la.. here i also sensitive cos itchy la.... So, Wad's next? diving? Dunno le.. with my disgusting skin and one girl still seeing the doctor after her 1st dive with the sch ... and it's not cheap... i have to think la.... I ate $15 steamboat buffet @ bugis which is quite near my school la... ZM n N keep eating the crab whereas i eat the prawn cos i dunno how to eat crab (see my archieves and you'll know )and ajisen@ TM it's so crowded but not very nice le.. the crayfish one smelly smelly one and the pork curry taste like maggie curry flavour but it was fun la.. ZM forgot his phone *again!.... and i had BenNjerry's!!! again... City hall has this samsung exhibition... so we start photo whoring with the props there... hee!! Overall it was a wonderful weekend althou tiring.. but it's a good feeling... It's a great accomplishment....

There! I present to you the 1 star kayaker!! hee! This is my instructor - Bernard.. * i think

A big sigh

Project stuff is piling up.. i have to start doing.. nic's dota illness is back... *roll eyes* See how things go again lor... it's like a big cycle ..one moment he's nice another moment he sux... I finished 1 star cos.. yippie!! will update again...

movie review

I watched this with miss karen... It's me and karen's first togets RA show... the storyline is quite predictable ... But I dunno why issit RA.. no sex scene at all... Interesting show.. But thous who go and watch is couples.. me and karen thot it would be like all lesbis or wad... but all couple.. that makes me and karen... er... weird....

One lousy show i watched is scoop.. yesterday with nicky... this show sucks to the core.. i nearly fall asleep.. It's suppose to be funny la... But i enjoyed dinner with him... he is a growing boy le... so must eat alot... he went from skinny to disgusting after his operation... so eat eat eat my boy...

I love these.... But nic don't like wedges le...

My milkshake boy... He loves milkyshaky..

2 mongoose

Being in Love is calling each pther funny names... apprently we started calling each other mongoose in canada... he is the lazy mongoose and i'm silly mongoose... and yesterday it was hippo...That's funny.. and Mr N is dumbo too!! he can move his ear.. and move i mean really hard... really flap.. not like the ones my brother did... he's so cool... he can flap his ears... hee!!

So, wad is love?

After watching sex in the city season 6 till 5 in the morning . The show made me feel so in love... So in love witht he things around me.. The people around me - my friends, my family, my dog, and Mr N.. yes yes Mr N he is like Mr big in the show... While smith jerrod is still my favourite.. He's hot .. He's nice... He's loyal... He's supportive.. He's what every girl is looking for... But he's fiction... hee! Sex in the city is fiction.. Being in Ney york for like twice in my life.. I don't see it a place for love... I only like it for it's shopping... But i like it .. it's different...

So, What is love? I think love changes every now and then... It changes as you grow older... When you're 16, you yearn for puppy love.. and when you're 18 you yearn for experimental love.... and when you are my age... you just want it all.. In the show, carrie said after a woman has sex she will produce a certain kind of chemical that makes a woman attach to the man... Well, maybe that's why mum and dad are so attached even they quarrel like everyday... They just have a common topic that I wouldn't have built...



Love is having breakfast and sex in the city in bed everyday.. My brother is so sweet.. he got me breakfast this morning and kop the other episodes i watched.... hee!I din know he is so nice.. And did i mention i love pancakes? Nic made some for me in the states... *sigh thous were the days...


Love is buying presents.. and leaving it in the bag... lol!!


Love is going for late night supper as a couple and walking down the street of holland...


Love is biting my shoe when he knows the shoe bite me 1st!!!



Love is having these bitches waiting for me at breko every dec the 26th....